Hi, I’m a 33 year old female that’s had a hell of a year so far with health anxiety.
all started in the new year when going to the doctors for upper left and right side pains and waiting nearly 3 months for a ultrasound to rule anything out. in that 3 months my mind has told me I have lymphoma as a couple of my lymph nodes on my neck were swollen and then then next thing was a lumpy area on my breast! all has been checked and doctors tell me I’m healthy ( also had scan on upper abdomen and all clear too ) …. Fast forward to the past week, the pains have now gone from the upper left and right of my abdomen but have now started on the lower left and right of abdomen near where my ovaries would be? Iv also had a couple of times where I have been for a bowel movement and there is fresh blood on the toilet paper… iv never seen any in my stool I don’t think? Iv also had that feeling that I really need to pass stools but nothing comes of it and the past 2 days iv been in pain with gas and knotting in lower stomach, stools are thinner and I need to go a lot more …. Iv been taking paracetamol buscopan and hot water bottle which helps but as soon as I get up in the morning and have my first bowel movement it all kicks off and starts again :(
I have a doctors appointment this Thursday as they want to check for internal haemorrhoids but Iv made my self sick with worry I have bowel cancer as dr google has said you don’t get lower abdominal pain with internal piles
i have a lovely life out side of all this health anxiety. Two beautiful daughters and a hard working husband and I’m so afraid I’m not going to be here for them in the future it’s making me feel so poorly
can any one tell me if they have had the same symptoms before and it’s been something less sinister ?
thank you x