Breast cancer scare inverted nipple and veins

I'm 15 turning 16 in September I keep really worrying about my breasts to the point I'm not eating much at all. 

 

I've noticed only one of my nipples are inverted or at least have a noticeable slit in it that I hate. It does come out upon stimulation but it does not look the same as my other nipple which really bothers me.

 

Also both of my breasts have bright blue veins, though I am incredibly pale but im not sure if this is normal.

 

I feel my breasts and look at them several times a day its like a fear thing whenever I see myself in a mirror alone I get the urge to check and look and so I do, and of course I see everything I mentioned and get worried but I havent found a lump that isn't exactly the same on both breasts, probably normal lumps, as of yet

 

I'm wondering if this is normal or worth speaking to somebody about. I wanted to tell a teacher about it today but I was too scared and shy and left in tears for the whole day, my fear is getting out of hand and I'm sick of it I recovered from anorexia slightly now im eating way too little calories because im scared that I'll make the cancer grow if I even have it. I'm just so tired of everything. 

  • Hey, I'm so sorry you're worrying so much and that your anorexia is being triggered, I'm not a doctor so I can't say if it's completely normal or not but I do suggest talking to a teacher or your parents to be checked over by a doctor just to put your mind at ease. I had very veiny breasts when I was a teenager, and and it can be common to get inverted nipples for many other reasons that are not cancer related, the only way to know for sure is to see a doctor. I know your brain is telling you eating more calories is bad but I promise it isn't and your body needs them calories, a doctor should hopefully be able to help with these thoughts as well, please feel free to message me anytime I've also struggled with eating disorders and over thinking. Well done for reaching out