I've been lying awake as I'm so anxious about my appointment this morning. I've been keeping myself busy the last three weeks, waiting for my appointment to come round, but now it's so close, I've become really anxious. I know I need to stay positive, as it may well turn out to be just a cyst, but my brain is telling me otherwise right now. I've not told my children as didn't want to worry them unnecessarily, but not sure I'll be able to hold it together. Sorry for rambling - thought if I wrote how I was feeling, it might help me get at least some sleep x
