I have my colonoscopy in a week which I know is so lucky to be seen quick.
however I am sick with worry I can't stop thinking about it I cry when I'm alone I'm worried my children are going to see me really sick or worse
I am still having blood in stool but I noticed the other night that I seem to have something hanging out of my bum (sorry TMI) it is fleshy looking it was big the other day but last night it was smaller but it wasn't bleeding.
im convinced ive some sort of cancer and I had a high fit result and a family history how can I calm myself.