Hello everyone, 

rnis is my first time writing something like this and I'm doing to try and explain my symptoms and situation I'm feeling right now as best as i can. I lost my mum to cancer in feb 2022 and she was the  perosn I went to when my health anxeity was l playing up. I don't have that anymore so I l thougjt id feel a bit better if I wrote it all down l. 
 

this happens mostly at night not long after I lay down. I start to feel like there's tension in my head mostly around the back I start to feel like my eyes get really heavy. And my eyes start to feel really heavy and like i struggle to keep them open. I then start to shake like a leaf and Tremble and also feel really weak and sometimes I loose concentration.  (I also started getting the thoughts in my head  that if I go to sleep I'm not going to wake up. I also think I lot of it may be due to needing glasses I squint a lot and my eyes do blurry. 
 

I have a massive fear that it's a brain tumour and that's why I get dizzy and my head feels fuzzy. I also have a fear of seizures, passing out and strokes.  I

am a healthy 20 year old girl and during the day I don't feel like this at all and half of  the time I think I get myself so worked up thinking something bad is gonna happen to me. But then whilst I'm worrying the times goes on and I tell myself well if soemthint bad was going to happen (going to happen then it would've happened by now) 

I've calmed down a lot after writing this post. Im not sure if it's a waste of anybodys time.