Hey 

So from the title, I have just had a transvagibal & ultrasound, which has shown I have 12mm endo thickness & fluid in my uterus!! I'm so worried, and I honestly feel so crap! I'm in so much pain in my lower back and hips, my bloating is horrendous, my lovely other half has just bought me lots of "Fat Clothes" I'm calling them this, because for the past 6 months I've just been the same. I've not been able to go to the gym never seem to be able to loss wait and I cry a lot! Only realising just now that low progesterone causes endo thickness so definitely think I have symptoms of this haha!!!

I had endometritis back in August, that was all sorted after 2 courses of antibiotics, So i just presumed that all this pain i've been suffering & the spotting inbetween periods, & after intercourse was most probably because I have another infection in my Uterus! But apparently my swabs are clear and no infection...

So this is where I'm at, i'm 38 & im trying so hard to not allow this to get to me whilst waiting for my biopsy! But now so scared about having the hysterscopy done, as the transvaginal was so painful! And i'm just fearful of the unknown! 

My eldest son had brain cancer when he was two, he's good now he's 19 and happy! But I've always been the strong one the one that takes care of everyone and i'm struggling to do the simplest of tasks because of the pain i'm in, and the bloating, the bloating is unreal! I've started to feel sick when eat, I'm just meh! & needed to vent! I hope that's okay! Sorry to go on! I no I could be worrying about nothing, I just needed to get it out of my system!! Thanks for listening