Hello Honeybeez1976 and a warm welcome to Cancer Chat, 

I am sorry to hear you are feeling so anxious about this. It's reassuring news that your bloods have come back clear but I can understand how it must have been stressful to hear the doctor commenting on how big these measurements were. 

As you said, you don't have the results yet so try not to worry too much or anticipate the worst. It won't be long now until you get your results back and have some definite answers. While you are waiting, the best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online as this will inevitably show the worst case scenario and make you worry even more. There are helpful tips on this page to help you cope while waiting for important news. 

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator