Hi Bexx. 

I'm here awake too horrible isn't it.  You've done the right thing starting the ball rolling with your Dr.  

Hi sweetie, 

I'm sorry you're suffering too. It is horrible. 
I've made myself ill with the worry. 
 

hope you managed some sleep. 

I haven't closed my eyes tbh did you get any rest?

Could drive you crazy before you get to see anyone couldn't it!

I'm sorry love, I hope you manage some rest today. 
I nodded, but, I've felt so sick and have been, that I can't settle to sleep. I just want to switch off. 
I'm hoping to hear from my doctors within next 3 days! 

You're right, it could drive you crazy and Googling doesn't help, I keep saying I'll stop and then I feel it's the only way I can cope with it. Thank you for replying. 

I'm sorry love, I hope you manage some rest today. 
I nodded, but, I've felt so sick and have been, that I can't settle to sleep. I just want to switch off. 
I'm hoping to hear from my doctors within next 3 days! 

You're right, it could drive you crazy and Googling doesn't help, I keep saying I'll stop and then I feel it's the only way I can cope with it. Thank you for replying. 

Becks & fluffs 

good luck 

try and stay from google easier said than done 

hope you both get positive outcomes 

nig hugs love Lara ️

I'm exactly the same it's not easy I've got a million different emotions and I'm trying not to let it show it's not fair on my daughter.

No idea how to cope with waiting I've got an appointment with a GP tomorrow.

Thank you Lara
 

I appreciate your message. 
You are right about Google, it's just torturing myself. I liked to be prepared, but, it is too much. 
 

take care, Bexx 

My head is churning, as you said Fluffs, so many emotions. 
I hope your GP gives you positive feedback tomorrow my lovely. 

Take care 

Thank you both so much.  Such a comfort last night/morning I'm grateful.  Hope all goes well for you.x

Thank you as well, a comfort through the night. 
I wish you well for your appointment tomorrow. 
hugs 

Hi Bexx

Just wanted to give you an update.  Had my op July 1st so two weeks into recovery now and feeling great!  So glad the whole chapter is over.  Thank you for your support it made the really bad part more bearable.

Hope you're keeping well.

Fluffs x

Fluffs 

how you doing ? Xx 

I'm doing really well thanks for asking.  I was able to have the keyhole surgery which helps a lot doesn't it.  Next thing will be trying to reintroduce some foods and eat a bit more put some weight back on.

How are you?x

Fluffs I’m do happy you got key hole and are doing well xx 

yes all good thank you just had my first annual check all clear so hoping it stays that way thanks for asking xxx love Lara xx