Hi, lovelies.
I'm absolutely terrified.
I just turned 40, and around 2 months ago I started feeling pain in my right breast. It would come and go and wasn't related to my cycle.
Then, last week I noticed a dimple in my breast, above my nipple. I didn't think much of it as I always thought breast cancer presented as lumps. However, to be safe I booked an appointment with my doctor.
They immediately referred me for a mammogram and ultrasound. I'll be going in 5 days time.
Here's what is says in my GP record
"This lady presented with a two month history of tethering to the skin to the upper right quadrant of the right breast. This area is tender and feels quite fibrous. This skin seems to be tethered and is more noticeable when she is cold or lying flat. There is no nipple discharge or red flags for Paget's disease and there are no axilla nodes found today".
Im no doctor, but I really don't like those words.
My breast is aching a lot now. Quite badly. Maybe the pain seems worse because I'm thinking about that part of my body more. Or am I thinking about it more because of the pain.
I'm so frightened. I don't know what to expect from this mammogram. Will it hurt? Will I be in the clinic long?
I know I shouldn't be too negative, but the symptoms don't sound too good, do they.
I wish I'd got this checked when the pain started.
I think I'm just venting here. Maybe. I don't know. I just don't know anything.
I'm so scared.