So two weeks ago I took myself to the GP because I was worried about a few things. Mainly blood in my urine tbh, but also lower back pain, some recurring cystitis, and being tired. Well more tired than normal! I am 38, 39 next week and a mum of six children aged between 5 and 20.
I saw a medical student. I have a history of hypertension and chronic kidney disease. I thought maybe my kidney disease was worsening tbh. The poor medical student looked terrified when he went through my history. He was perplexed when he tried to take my blood pressure and couldn't get a reading manually. He called his supervising GP in who did get my bp... 6 times! It was around 200/150. I was then asked for a urine sample and student dr asked if anyone in the family has diabetes as there was glucose in the dipped urine. There isn't. Then I was sent for bloods. Told an urgent referral had been made for me to urology and I'd hear from the hospital within two weeks.
In the meantime I took it upon myself to ask for full access to my coded medical record (more because I hate phoning for results and wanted to check my blood results). I had a call to say Dr wanted to see me to go through results and an appointment was made for March 14th. But then my request was granted and I opened my coded record. And on my medical record was the entry "Transitional Cell Carcinoma of the Bladder (New Episode)" and I freaked out.
My husband told me to see if I could get an earlier drs appointment and so I have rescheduled my follow up to Monday morning at 10am. I have been trying to convince myself it's a mistake, I have only had bloods and urine tests, no biopsy's or anything. But being me, I've also googled a lot and it does fit my symptoms and can apparently be diagnosed through urine tests... so I just don't know.
i feel even worse knowing that I first saw blood in my urine 4-6 months ago and I put off going to the GP because I was too busy. My urine had protein ++++ and glucose +++ and ketones off the scale.
And I have yet to hear from the urology department at the hospital. My head is all over the place. I don't think I have ever been so scared and Monday feels like a long time away to speak to the drs.
thanks for reading this far.
