Hi all! The current predicament I'm finding myself in lies with paranoia surrounding this slightly enlarged cervical lymph node that I've had for two years since when I was 19 (just turned 22) that's directly below my right ear and next to the angle of my right jaw and that it might be lymphoma or some other cancer. It's about 1.5cm long and relatively flat and smooth but not rubbery or rock solid. Along with that it's painless and is able to be moved with relative ease from side to side at least. As far as I know it hasn't grown any larger than that size since when I first noticed it's presence back in December 2020 when I was going through a bout of pretty narly nodular acne which I think is what brought it about initially but I can't say for certain if that's the exact cause because it seemed bigger at the time and shrunk somewhat following a few weeks after the fact to the size where it is now. I haven't experienced any of the typical Lymphoma symptoms like night sweats, fatigue, etc aside from the lymph node itself as well though I've felt a tightness within my ears and jaw joint on the right side of my head but nothing was found abnormal there aside from the potential of TMJ. I've had multiple doctors and physicians over these two years examine the node and say its likely just a shotty scared lymph node which I would like to believe fully is true but I can't shake the feeling it's something more sinister. Even after multiple GP visits even the idea of running some tests like an ultrasound never came up so for all I know there's lymphoma that could still be lurking about going undiagnosed, even if that might come off as irrational given how many times I've had it examined and how many times I've been assured it's nothing serious. The only thing I've been diagnosed with is anxiety and OCD, which is definitely something I agree is valid but it still doesn't stop me from still ruminating over the possibility that I've been misdiagnosed given that the node is in a pretty secluded spot. I just want to know if all of what I'm saying is worth having get another look even in spite of the number of times it's been seen already as I've already driven everyone close to me up the wall with the amount of times I've brought all this up and they all seem to think I'm crazy, which I don't blame them for feeling this way as I would probably find it annoying too if I were in their shoes lol. Also the right side of my neck is extremely tight to begin with so maybe that has a part to play in why the node is the way it is. Anyways, I'd appreciate some input on this matter and thanks!