I am so sorry. I totally get it and am going through a similar thing. It's scary. It's terrifying. The waiting sends you crazy. In my case my smear came back negative but docs have found a large tumour (their words unfortunately) on my cervix which they think is a rare cancer - and I am having to wait and see if it's spread elsewhere. I am scared for my 3 children. My youngest is disabled so the idea of leaving her breaks my heart. Naturally we jump to worse case scenarios. I am hoping and praying medicine is super awesome and can work it's magic on us both. Sending you lots of positive vibes and luck. Take care and let me know how you get on xx

Oh im so sorry for you its horrific! I totally feel your pain i have 4 children 2 of them dont even have a dad around to turn to, im petrified what would happen if i werent here for them  

My smear was just hpv positive but no abnormal cells i was told id get an appointment within 2-3 weeks but i had one a week later instead somehow! It all happened so fast, it scares me more so because of my synptoms ive been experiencing for a good year so im just terrified that something is wrong an they have missed it up until the smear basically! :( 3 week wait left for my biopsy results! 

Im so sorry they have found some sort of tumor with you i pray for the best putcome possible for you please keep me updated! Im hrre if you ever need a chat at all, having noone to speak to about it all makes it so much harder 

Take care xxx

I am so sorry. Feel your pain and fear. It's hard to concentrate or do anything when you fear your future. I am trying to be positive that medicine has advanced a lot and hope and pray doctors can do something. Every twinge I feel I fear the tumour is growing. It's hard not to feel a real darkness absorb you. 
 

During your biopsy hopefully there's nothing ie if they haven't seen anything then that's a positive hopefully. I know waiting is excruciating. Everything crossed for you yeah it's a clear biopsy and that you are okay. Here for you if you ever want to offload xx

Aww it is awful hun, i got everything crossed for you that things have advanced and improved. I completely understand im the same everytime i start to bleed or my tummy starts to cramp i fear the worst and it makes me think about it all over again its horrific! 

Thank you so much lovely! And the same to you im here if yoh need to chat about it! I will keep you updated on what happens with my results. Thank you for responding i really appreciate it! If you need anything at all my inbox is open for you xx