I have the BRCA1 gene.  Known this for over 20 years. Have regular  check ups on breasts and ovaries/ fallopian tubes.  

Had op to remove milk ducts from right breast a few years ago, ductatasia and consulaltant says cells were " turning" . 

Had offers of prophylactic surgery but never had the support for my child who has autism, to go through with op and recovery.  Ex was abusive Left a few years ago  but still no emotional or practical support. 

All educatioal and social care council services for my now teen ,  were  pulled after lockdowns.  

Genetics say I'm at  age ( 52) to consider options of surgery .

Have regular ovarian pain on left side and a large  fibroid found by gyaenecology and kissing ovaries that was missed 3 times on ultrasound as doctors only looked at left  ovary and said all was fine, just a cyst.

Yesterday 2 lumps were found near where I had previous surgery and my glands in neck were swollen.

Now awaiting MRI appt 

Feeling very alone and isolated with no family ( lost mother and her sisters to breast and ovarian cancer) and all others too busy with running their business. 

Where I stay it is clqiuey and I don't feel welcome as a single mum.

A bit of reassurance would be welcomed.