Good evening,
I'm a 32yr old female. In oct last year after an upper respiratory tract infection I noticed what felt like a lump in my throat where left tonsil is. GP looked at it and said it looked like a polyp and nothing sinister but to go back in new year if still there. It didn't go so I contacted them again. Different GP called back without seeing my throat and did an urgent ENT referral for head & neck cancer. I got an appt for 3 days later, ENT Dr did endoscopy through my nose to look in my throat. He said my tonsils actually look symmetrical but are inflamed, couldn't see anything worrying and would tell me if he could but ordered an MRI anyway to further check. I was a nervous wreck at the appt so I'm wondering if he said all of that to just calm me down. Despite this I have still managed to convince myself that it's the worst case scenario. Had the MRI 3 days after this (yesterday), so it's all happening incredibly fast, which although I'm grateful for as I want answers, is worrying me, especially at a time like this where the NHS is struggling so much.
I know radiology techs aren't allowed to give answers or actually interpret results of scans, but I told her what I was referred for and that I am so scared, she said 'you have been so brave, you've been through so much already, try not to worry, it could be nothing' and now my anxious brain has been ticking away ever since, wondering if she could actually see anything bad on the scan and then said 'it could be nothing'
In people's experience, how long do MRI results usually take if it's good or bad news, do they contact you faster if it's bad?
im sorry because I know this is such a nervous and novel post, but I am suffering from serious anxiety having panic attacks most days and haven't slept properly in about 10 + days. I know this doesn't help and I try to distract myself but it only works for so long. My partner and I are planning to get married, buy a house, have kids, the whole thing. And I just keep getting so upset that this could all be taken away from me when we have finally found each other in life.
thank you if you got this far reading :) any support, experience etc would be greatly appreciated x