Hi everyone,

So after three and a half weeks I finally have my one stop shop appointment tomorrow. 

And i don't know if this is normal but after going through the normal anxiety and fear of the worst case scenario. I'm now doubting myself and thinking maybe I've just made this into a far bigger deal than it is. I have had some really bad experiences with hospitals treating me like I'm crazy or playing down my symptoms when I was younger and dealing with really bad endometeriosis and high intracranial pressure in my head / chronic migraines. That has made me a lot more uneasy about things like this.

My breast symptoms are definitely worsening, right breast is MUCH heavier and bigger than my left. My areola is at least twice the size of my other one. I have a lot thickening, but i also do have some thickening on the left. And I can feel a pretty noticeable painless "knot" or mass deep in my breast especially with my arm raised. It feels jagged to me. 

I'm 35 and my breast tissue has always been a lot denser than usual since I was really young - does that make me more at risk? The changes I've witnessed since AUGUST, are definitely new and very abnormal compared to my usual breasts.

I guess if i'm honest, the nerves are kicking in. I don't want them to miss something (as hospitals have in the past), I don't want to feel like an idiot, and of course I don't want to have cancer.