Hoping for some reassurance...
I have had a sore throat for around 2 months now. It started as a normal sore throat, but has persisted. The pain is when I swallow food and I have also now developed ear pain, both on the right hand side.
I did have swollen tonsils with some white spots, white patches on my tongue and generally felt a bit under the weather for a few days. All of these symptoms have gone now. I was prescribed fungal medication and antibiotics, but my throat/ear is still sore. I'm not sure if I have a lump on the right side too where my pulse point is, it's hard to tell, perhaps a bit bigger than that on my left side. I also have a few little blood spots/points of bleeding on my tonsil.
Anyway, I'm not coping at all. Anxiety is through the roof, can't eat or sleep, life has stopped. I have been referred to ENT and have an appointment at the end of Jan, but it feels a lifetime away. All I can think of is that it is spreading and by that point it will be too late. Thinking of going private, but money is extremely tight.
I know it sounds pathetic, but all I do is cry, feel totally depressed and have convinced myself it is terminal. I'm making myself ill with stress.
I'm 37 now and lost both parents when I was young, so I know I definitely have cancer anxiety/health anxiety in general. I just have a really bad feeling this time.
I've just been hoping it will go away, but its not...