I got Crohn's Disease in 2016 and began taking Methotrexate for it in 2017. I've used it since then, but it's an immunosuppressant. Combining this with the fact that I think I got Herpes from someone I kissed in October, I've spent the last two months struggling with headaches, earaches, and now pain swallowing. In the past couple of weeks I've noticed swollen lymph nodes in my neck. I've convinced myself I've got cancer and am having panic attacks, probably because of health anxiety. I have a blood test on Wednesday, and am not taking my methotrexate today, to see how this affects my already depressed white cell count. I also have an MRI scan soon. Does it sound like I'm going to have cancer? Because I'm struggling to see how I don't and it's eating me alive.