Hello,

This is my first time here. And tbh i dont know where to start. I have been having problems with my gall-bladder,usual very bad pains,wind,gas etc. Was admitted to hospital twice, each for a week. Where i had pancreatitis,had MRi scans, which showed i had an infected gall-bladder, with alot of stones! I had to have a endoscopy 2 months ago, to check the liver and everything else.And i heard the consultant say,can you see the node on the pancreas there.Had a follow up with the consultant to explain the findings, he said he doubts there is anything sinister going on with the node he had found, but will definately have to have the gall-bladder removed. I finally have my opertaion booked for next month. And thought that would be the end of it, and no more horrible pain. But received a letter from the consultant last week, saying he wants me to come in tmw, and have a CT scan, as my results were discussed at a meeting, and said on the letter, that he and and the others think it is likely to be benign. I am so worried, that they will find something tmw. And thought the good news that i was finally having the gall bladder out, after the amount of pain i have been in. Morphine and condeine dont help anymore, that everything will finally be okay and i can live a pain free, well the best can be life. My nan died of pancreatic cancer, and of course I have been playing Dr and goggling like mad. Just so very worried. Sorry if my post is all over the place, but not very good in explaining things. Wanted to know if anyone else has gone through this, or is going to, would be really helpful. im 49 BTW big 50 next year. Thankyou for reading :)