Hi all. Last Monday I had a colposcopy following an abnormal smear result. I've also had abnormal bleeding for years. The nurse said I had a very fragile cervix and took several punch biopsies for 'urgent review'.
I have never been so terrified in my life. I am convinced the bleeding means I have had cancer for years. I am so so scared of leaving behind my daughters aged 10 and 8.
I don't know how to focus on anything right now. Does the urgency mean she could see cancer? And thinks it is advanced? I am noticing every ache and pain in my body and thinking the worst. Is this normal?
