I had a colectomy about 3 weeks ago and just waiting for the results of the histology from the tumour that was removed. I'm absolutely terrified of the outcome and just keep thinking the worst. So many scenarios going through my mind. I have 2 little girls and finally am in a happy place after splitting with their dad and now with someone new that I absolutely love and adore. Life was starting to be how I wanted it to be, I was happy. Now this, completely out of the blue. I hope beyond hope that it'll all be OK.
