It’s me… Again!

For those of you who haven’t seen my previous posts:

Smear done (1st one) in September

Diagnosed with HPV & Low Cell changes in October

Waiting on colposcopy in November

I’m bleeding still outside of my period and I’m utterly convinced it can’t be anything other than advanced cervical cancer even though I’m only 28. Can anyone help ease my mind? Could it be my implant? Random bleeding not related? A blockage?

I just can’t see it being anything other than advanced cervical cancer as it’s a main symptom and I’m really making myself ill thinking about it constantly. I’m not on the 2 week cancer pathway, my colposcopy is not for 4 weeks but it doesn’t help ease my mind at all, as I know cells can be regraded at the colposcopy and cancer can be found.

I just need someone to tell me it could be something else so I can cope for the next 3 weeks waiting on my appointment. It’s really tearing me apart mentally and I just can’t cope.