Hi, 

I'm waiting for an appointment for a hysterescopy for a growth found during a transvaginal ultrasound on my endometrial lining. It's all been a bit of a shock as i went for the ultrasound, asked when I'd get the results and was told 'about a week' however the very next morning at 8am my GP rang me to say I needed a hysterescopy. I think it's the speed of that which has alarmed me the most, as my GP surgery are usually pretty useless! 

Got the call from the clinic doing the hysterescopy yesterday explaining the procedure and also the fact they dont tend to use either local or general 'for speed'. Jeez! I can't help but think if blokes had to have these procedures that anaesthetic would be an absolute given! 

Anyway, I don't know what I'm here to say really, other than I'm afraid. I've tried not to let my brain go to the worst case scenario, but I lost both my parents to cancer and we generally have a depressing family history of it. I'm also concerned about the pain of the hysterscopy as historically i've always found smears very painful as I have a strange tilted cervix.