Hi everyone 

I am at the point where I am pretty convinced I have colon cancer :/ 

I've had a two rectal exams and previously tried treatment for hemorrhoids which didn't help. I am currently waiting on a colonoscopy referral after getting normal blood and stool tests.

I've had a gradually increasing in size growth that pops out my bum with every bowel movement and bleeds and hurts. I have been tired for not really any clear reason for months and I have always had various digestive troubles which was assumed to be ibs

Lynch Syndrome runs in my family and I am also waiting () on a test to see if I have lynch too. My Nan died young of colon cancer as did my uncle and last year my mum had endometrial cancer which was removed and she is all good now 

I am just so scared and the waiting is killing me