Hi, not sure what to say really except I'm so worried. I found a lump in my armpit last year an it was a pea size lump. I saw a gp and he said that he may refer me to the hospital for a scan. That never happened. Since then the lump has grown ALOT. I saw a gp again back in early August and she said there was nothing she found to be worried about. She was referring me anyway due to family having history of cancer. I now have my appt and I am.peteified of the outcome. I have a 5 Yr old little boy whom I love an adore. I am 48 now. I'm scared of what will happen an my anxiety is through the roof, I can't sleep through the nightmares. I'm having panicking attacks at the thought of my boy losing me at an early age.....I really don't know what to do. My appt is on the 11th October....