Hi, 

Im 32 and a week yesterday I found a lump in my right breast I can feel it very easily. I phoned GP the following day asking for an app. They gave me the Friday until the asked the reason and werent happy me waiting that long. So I ended up with an app on the Tuesday. I went along hoping that she wouldn't find it or that I felt it wrong or she would convince me it felt like a cyst but wanted to get it checked out just in case. She found it no problem at all and confirmed it was hard and it was just the tissue moving around it. She just kept repeating it's ok this is a fast process and you done the right thing getting it checked. 

We had a postal strike friday and Saturday so still no letter of when appointment is going to be at the breast clinic. 

I can't stop thinking about it all. I'm trying to stay positive, but it's so consuming and it's hard to not have a sinking feeling that it is the dreaded "C" word. 

I have 2 amazing children 9 and 3. I'm so scared. 

How do you cope with the worry?  I'm obese as well and I have heard that it can cause the risk of cancer to be higher too. So I am so so worried.