Is it Colon cancer? Terrified

Im not really sure why I am writing on here? Maybe to just air my fears? For support? Reassurance? I don't know. 

I have been having blood in every bowel movement for the last 5 weeks. After a couple of weeks I passed what looked like a clot seperate from my stool. I decided it was time to see the gp. After examination he said he could feel no lumps and there was no obvious signs of anything but said it was more than likely hemaroids and prescribed me a cream. I knew in my heart it wasn't hemaroids, I had no pain, no lumps or bumps and like I said blood was in/on stool, not when wiping.

 

I went back to gp just over a week later and she straight away got me booked in for blood test, stool sample and FIT test.

 

Stool sample from local hospital came back normal. Fit test came back positive and bloods show raised inflammatory markers. I actually got these results yesterday via text message from my GP as she is not at work until Tuesday (so I'm thinking if she's txt me on her day off, this is serious)

She also said she has put a referral request for an urgent colonoscopy. I should apparently hear from the hospital by the 6th of September for an appointment booking.

I am only 34 and I have 3 young children aged 6,4 and 2 who are my absolute world and I just can't switch off that I possibly could have Colon cancer. I am so down and I'm finding it hard to concentrate or go about my daily life. 

My only symptoms are blood in/on EVERY stool, raised inflammatory markers and I know my iron levels are too.

I can't see passed it being anything other than cancer. 

I'm so sorry for the long post, I just needed to get it out. Xx

 

Parents Reply
  • This may vary from hospital to hospital, but in most cases you should get your results on the day - as in, what the endoscopist suspects, you should know. The only thing they won't be able to tell you on the day is the results of any biopsies they take, which obviously have to be analysed at the lab first, before the results are sent to your GP and/or yourself. In our unit, if we suspect a cancer, the patient is informed of our suspicion on the day and this is common practice at most hospitals and units in my experience. 

Children
  • Thanks so much - I am little nervous about the procedure itself as I have been told it is painful even with sedation but it absolutely has to be done.

    Thanks again

  • This totally depends on the person. I've had patients chatting away to me during it with no discomfort at all, no sedation, no Entonox, nothing - Try not to listen to colonoscopy horror stories, you may be totally fine and you are in control, you are within your rights to withdraw your consent at any time (or even ask for a little break). 

  • I've had literally dozens of endoscopies (both ends) over the years without sedation. It is unpleasant but if you can control your breathing and can avoid physically tensing up you will probably be fine. The scopes used are far far thinner now than the first one I had over 30 years ago which literally looked like a hosepipe with a glass marble stuck in the end! 

    The main reason I avoid sedation is that I like to view the screen to see what's visible. "There's a small polyp" makes more sense if you can see it in real time". Similarly, seeing a large, red, mass in my gullet prepared me for my cancer diagnosis. Being able to discuss what I'd just seen with the consultant just a few minutes later avoided several days of uncertainty. "We'll need to see the biopsy results first" - 'would you be surprised if it's cancerous?' "No, that seems probable". Similarly hearing "everything looks normal, as you can see" is the most reassuring thing you can imagine hearing!

     

    Good luck!

    Dave