Hi, I am a 26 year old and I have severe health anxiety and I am really worried about my breast.
I have small lumpy breasts and my last breast scan was in February this year because I felt a lymph node under my left armpit, I got an ultra sound and they said it was a normal lymph node and I can feel it because I am thin. This result was such a relief for me and I felt like I could put my worries away for a while. I check my breasts every week for lumps and I can feel so many lumps in them and I have been reassured several times by my gp and the nurses at the breast clinic that it just glandular tissue.
For a while now I have felt a big chunk of hard tissue in my left breast and it feels like there's a lot more tissue in my left than my right and it feels harder. My left breast is also slightly bigger than my right one. When I lie on my front or hug anyone I can feel it in my breast. I seen a girl online from where I am from who is about my age and she went to the doctors with a hardened left breast and she had an ultrasound and she was told it was fine, then she went back the doctors and was treated for a breast infection but then she paid private and found out she had breast cancer. I don't want to frighten anybody I am so so sorry if this does frighten anybody as much as it has frightened me but I just need genuine advice and some reassurance, I am desperate.
I went to the doctors today and my doctor said it feels normal but she will send me for a ultrasound to reassure me. I feel like the doctor Is only saying this because she knows I have severe anxiety and that she genuinely thinks something is wrong but doesn't want to say anything because she knows how bad I worry, but she knows something could be wrong and that's why she is sending me. If she thought it was normal why would she send me for a scan when I had one 6 months ago?
I am sick with worry. The hard tissue moves and I am confused as what to look for when checking my breast, they are very lumpy so how do I know if something is wrong or not? It is debilitating and I can't deal with having to cope with this anxiousness my whole life over my breast because they are always going to be so lumpy. I know this may sound rediculous and I feel so awful that people are dealing with cancer yet here I am constantly worrying about it. I feel disgusted in my self that what others will find trivial, but this worries me horrendously.
can someone please help me or has anyone been through anything similar? Is it possible for cancer to be missed on an ultrasound if I have dense breast tissue and would I have other symptoms by now if there was something wrong? Can cancer develop in 6 months of a clear ultrasound scan? Thank you x