Really struggling -positive FIT test, anxiety out of control

I've made some previous posts about my ongoing problems with rectal bleeding that you can find on my page as a bit of back story.

Now I've received a positive fit test and honestly I've convinced myself that I have terminal colon cancer that has spread.

I know how ridiculous it probably sounds but I truly cannot see how this could be anything else at this point. It has been going on far too long and because of my age I was just sent on my way multiple times.

I suffer from extreme health anxiety and I'm also pregnant which has just made this 100% worse as I won't be allowed any scopes until after I have given birth by which point I'm convinced there will be no point.

I'm really sorry for posting all this, especially when there are people on here who have their diagnosis and are really going through this horrible disease. I just don't know what to do, I'm so scared and all I do is spend my days crying.

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  • Hi, first of all, don't be sorry for posting - you can post anytime and it's better to talk about your worries than keeping them bottled inside. There's a reason there's a pre-diagnosis section here. It's hard waiting to find out whether you have cancer or not, especially when experiencing ongoing symptoms. Your feelings are valid. There will always be someone who has a bigger problem. Just like how if someone was happy about something little, you wouldn't say to them 'there are people going through way better than you'.

    I know this is very terrifying but the FIT test just means that you have rectal bleeding which you already knew. So many things can cause rectal bleeding like piles, fissures etc. It is also reassuring that your test was slightly raised, meaning that there wasn't much blood. It is still good that you got yourself checked just incase and you should update your GP if you get new symptoms/ if they persist. The chances of it being cancer at your age are low but I know it's easy to think the worst, especially when you have health anxiety and just want to enjoy your pregnancy.

    Also if self help for health anxiety isn't working, I suggest you go to your GP. It's hard enough to go through symptoms and wait for a referral, let alone have to deal with health anxiety making you think the worst.

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  • Hi, first of all, don't be sorry for posting - you can post anytime and it's better to talk about your worries than keeping them bottled inside. There's a reason there's a pre-diagnosis section here. It's hard waiting to find out whether you have cancer or not, especially when experiencing ongoing symptoms. Your feelings are valid. There will always be someone who has a bigger problem. Just like how if someone was happy about something little, you wouldn't say to them 'there are people going through way better than you'.

    I know this is very terrifying but the FIT test just means that you have rectal bleeding which you already knew. So many things can cause rectal bleeding like piles, fissures etc. It is also reassuring that your test was slightly raised, meaning that there wasn't much blood. It is still good that you got yourself checked just incase and you should update your GP if you get new symptoms/ if they persist. The chances of it being cancer at your age are low but I know it's easy to think the worst, especially when you have health anxiety and just want to enjoy your pregnancy.

    Also if self help for health anxiety isn't working, I suggest you go to your GP. It's hard enough to go through symptoms and wait for a referral, let alone have to deal with health anxiety making you think the worst.

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