Hi all and I hope everyone is having a lovely Sunday.
I find myself back on this forum and I feel selfish as I haven't been diagnosed but I'm out of my mind with worry.
It's been such a horrible 4 months and I feel like my life is on hold or how I would cope if I got the news that I have cancer.
So as I have had a lot that's happened I'm going to narrow it down.
feb I found myself straining to go to the loo(tmi) I would always go in the morning though. Some thick unusual brown discharge that was new to me about 3 times
march comes and I have a smear(horrible experience it felt like the nurse was forcing the spectrum in) major discomfort and pain after for 24 hours(felt like a uti)
3 weeks later pain started and since then it was the worst pelvic pain I went to a and e about 4 times I had a physical examination by one doctor that said my cervix looked fine but there was a bit of dry blood
Between all of this I had a lot of bloating and trapped wind(never happened before) also change of bowel movements Iv noticed a lot more before my period
month after I had a Transvaginal scan( comeback clear)
Unbearable Pains was still there then went back to a&e only to be told by a doctor that I had a bladder infection and gave me antibiotics ( was never picked up before)
since then the pelvic pain has gone but I feel very gassy and I have sounds coming from my bowels to my pelvic and now I have noticed a enlarged lymph node on my groin and also back pain :(
I'm convinced it's cc at the later stages I'm 32 years old, no children and I'm heartbroken to think that could be taken away from me
I'm seeing a gynea on the 15th of June I just don't know what to do with myself
Any advice would be much appreciated x