Hi,
I found a small lump in my breast last week went and saw gp who referred me for a mammogram. It's so scary when you have to wait to be able to make an appointment and being in limbo with the what ifs. I would rather know then be sat around with the worry hanging over my head.
I have 2 kids one who's very mummy and the oldest is pretty chill and laid back but I look at them and my mind wonders to some pretty horrible places like what would happen if I wasn't here? How would you cope? My partner is really supportive which is amazing.
I keep having a breakdown as I keep thinking the worst and this is before I've even been to see anyone. The lump isn't painful I have no pain at all it's just the knowing it's there and knowing there is a chance it could be something is pretty scary in it's self. I feel like I'm about to burst into tears every 5 mins and I know I'm not the only one loads of people are on the same position as me it's crazy.
