Hi

To all the ladies that have been though the same diagnose as me. I would like to share some positive information about screening program. 

When I had my ever first smear done end of Jan I had letter saying HPV and moderate dyskariosys. I was so scared and could not cope with a daily life. I had to take off from work and even one day I end up at A&E telling them I had chest pain due to severe anxiety. I waited at the A&E several hours just because of the anxiety. I felt stupid at that point as well. 

After having biopsy done I waited for results two weeks and in the end the Doctor called me to say that I am on a six month check up and my grade is not even a high grade , it turned out to be low grade and just need to keep up to date with my appointments. I was so scared all those weeks and already thought there would be no good news as I've never checked for this things before. 

Now I have done full blood count test and sever different once just to be at peace of mind. I understood how important our health is and it is very stupid of me to ever think I was young and was not time to check yet. Now I will be looking aftermyself more than ever. 

Ladies I have read loads of posts about how much we all cry when it comes to awful health issues especially the word 'C'. Wish you all alot of health, be strong and if you need support here are loads of nice people to talk to you and keep your thought at minimum. Xxxx