Hello Lous

I'm so very sorry to hear that you lost your much loved baby just a few short months ago. Losing a baby is an incredibly difficult experience for anyone to have to go through and it's understandable that your recent cervical screening results have brought up some difficult emotions and memories for you. 

You don't mention in your post if you've had any help with all that you've been through. I'd really encourage you to reach out for support. I'm unsure at what point in the pregnancy you lost your baby so I'm going to include links for both Sands and The Miscarriage Association. Both these charities will be able to offer support. 

With regards to your cervical screening results and your upcoming colposcopy, this is far more common than many women realise. There's lots of information available on the Jo's Trust website that will hopefully offer you some reassurance.

It may be worth giving the hospital a call to see how long their waiting list is for colposcopy appointments. If you're able to attend at short notice you can always let them know this in case they have any cancellations. 

This is obviously a difficult time for you on lots of levels Lous so reach out for support and lean on those around you who can help you through this. 

Best wishes, 
Jenn
Cancer Chat moderator 

I have talking therapy but next 1s not til end  of April.

But I phoned the number n said if any cancel can they call they n did today 8.10 called me to go 3.50 today. 

I did receive letter Tuesday morning for 12 May but I'm thankfully for then calling me for today.

I nervous n not aten since last Thursday don't talk to family or friends about stuff to myself n doctors or therapy person.

I'm hoping all be OK. As wen called gp the woman was very horrible n didn't want to g8ve me 2 mins of her time. But hoping the people at the hospital can control my head later n chill me out