Hi all,
Just looking for somewhere to ramble or ask questions, i don't know. At the end of January, I found a lump in my breast. I can only feel it lying down flat with my arm above my head, but it was definitely something I hadnt felt before. I went to the GP, she said she could feel a definite lump and I got referred to the breast clinic. It took a month for my breast clinic appointment- when I went at the end of February, they did an ultrasound but couldnt see anything, then a physical exam where they said it was just normal breast tissue.
We're now at the end of March- i've held off feeling it too much, but can still feel the lump and i'm still convinced its not normal breast tissue- i don't have it in my other breast and id never felt it before- but I put it to the back of my mind. I got up this evening to go to the bathroom and caught sight of my breast in the mirror. There appears to be some slight dicolouration, almost purplish in colour, right where the lump is. The discolouration is slightly bigger than the lump, but right in that area. I noticed the discolouration llast month, but thought i was just being paranoid or had been poking at my lump too much, causing discolouration. I could see the skin looked slightly off colour, but I was focussing heavily on my boob at that point due to the lump, so was quite hyper fixated by it. But this time I wasnt even thinking about my breasts, I just noticed it casually. I've looked back on photos i took of my breast when i found the lump, and the discolouration seems to be more noticeable now. I've looked back at photos i have from last year of my boobs, and can't see any discolouration in them.
I'm a bit worried about going back to the Gp and back to the breast clinic, because they said it was nothing last time. I feel like they think i'm being a hypochondriach, but i'm genuinely worried about it. I cried through my whole appointment at the breast clinic last time and i'm scared to go back. I don't want to be on my own, but I know covid rules mean you have to be.
Could it just be normal breast changes? Is this just my boobs ageing?
I'm 24, so i know i'm low risk- i know my maternal grandma had breast cancer last year, but i am no contact with any of the rest of my biological family so not sure about them.
Has anyone been in this position before? is discolouration something to be worried about? I haven't been poking or feeling the lump recently, and haven't had any trauma so don't think its a bruise. It also isn't purple enough for a bruise, its just like a faint almost circle that isn't quite the same colour as the rest.
Sorry its a ramble, i can't really speak to my friends about it again, since we went through this whole thing last month. I don't want them thinking i'm being stupid or overdramatic, but it doesn't seem right
Lottie x