Terrified waiting for biopsy results

Hi, I was referred to the breast clinic after I found a small lump in my armpit next to my right breast. I ended up having to have a ultrasound, mammogram and biospy and have been told that there are three areas which they are slightly concerned about (including the one in my armpit). One is 3.5cm in size. I check my breasts frequently (family history of breast cancer) but I've always had lumpy breasts and didn't find any large lumps. They've said my breasts are very dense and it's hard to be sure what's there. I am only 35.

 

I'm terrified waiting for my results, which is Gould get on Friday. I feel that I should have noticed a lump that size. I feel constantly sick and can't seem to keep my mind off the idea that it's going to be the worst outcome. I'm scared for my husband and my mum, we lost my stepdad to cancer last year and I feel like I'm drowning. My husband has been amazing but I know he is scared. 

 

I don't know what to do.

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  • hi 

     

    i like others can symthpathsize last tuesday i went to breast clinic ( first appoinment) 8 mamgrams jelly scan and biopsies , to be told by consultant that lymph nodes dont look good , lump dont look good thickening and inverted nipple dont look good 

    my next appointment is 21st , i gone through anger on weekend , but now anixety is kicking in , amd this week feels like its going in slow motion 

    i have family and friends support, but still feel alone or dont want to burden them 

    i am trying to support my partner who lost his father 3 weeks ago, so stressful few weeks 

    today i had call my disply on my phone said hospital my heart sank , it was physio ive got pain in right shoulder since christmas making  first appointment same day half hour before clinic appoinment .

    and my 50th birthday is end of march 

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  • hi 

     

    i like others can symthpathsize last tuesday i went to breast clinic ( first appoinment) 8 mamgrams jelly scan and biopsies , to be told by consultant that lymph nodes dont look good , lump dont look good thickening and inverted nipple dont look good 

    my next appointment is 21st , i gone through anger on weekend , but now anixety is kicking in , amd this week feels like its going in slow motion 

    i have family and friends support, but still feel alone or dont want to burden them 

    i am trying to support my partner who lost his father 3 weeks ago, so stressful few weeks 

    today i had call my disply on my phone said hospital my heart sank , it was physio ive got pain in right shoulder since christmas making  first appointment same day half hour before clinic appoinment .

    and my 50th birthday is end of march 

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