A warm welcome to Cancer Chat RuthA! 

I am so sorry to hear that this CT scan flagged an abnormal mass near the reproductive organs. It's good that they moved fast and carried out these scans and I hope everything goes well with your cystoscopy appointment. Waiting for results is such an anxious time and it's normal to be feeling anxious after all these tests as you are waiting for definite answers that seem to be taking a long time to come. Many members of our forum will know exactly how you feel and I hope they will come and share their similar experiences with you. 

I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. There are some useful tips on this page on how to cope while waiting for important news. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator