Hello. So I have been having bowel problems for a few years now but for the last two years things changed. They got much worse and I have been hospitalised more than once however due to Covid was LITERALLY kicked out of the hospital with a giant nappy and a sick bowl. I was devastated.  I am terrified that I am not being listened to. Can't even get a proper appointment.  I was sent for the wrong scan the other week after waiting months for this scan it was an ultrasound and  it was supposed to be a CT. I have stools that are either long and thin or pellet like and dark. Loosing A LOT of red blood and mucus. I have tested positive for C Diff and done 4 positive FIT tests. My latest bloods showed a very low red blood cell count, folic deficiency and severe anaemia. I have lost a LOT of weight. This past 6 months about 2-3 stone without trying. I get an awful lot of stomach pains nearly all the time. I cannot open my bowels properly as I have a lump that can actually be felt in the back passage so have to manually assist all Bowel movements which is degrading and upsetting. I am due for sacral nerve stimulation surgery next week after waiting over 3.5 years with 2 cancelled dates due to Covid.  Honestly I am sick to death when it comes to hearing about Covid.  It's like the hospital has stopped treating anyone. The GP won't do face to face (although in this instance it's not technically my face they need to see!!!!) anyway I'm just scared.  They ONCE a fair few months back tried to do a colonoscopy but barely got inside because I was so impacted despite taking an insane amount of oral laxatives and enema / suppositories. They promised to reschedule it but not happened and over 18 plus months have passed. I truly am scared. My son has been fighting cancer since he was 5 years old. It's really not fair this is all happening again. I just can't get help at all. Oh unless I pay private which was offered.