Hi I'm writing as I am petrified. I'm 39 and have been having blood in my stools and like a grumbling feeling in anus. I'm so scared that the results are going to be bad and I'm going to leave my 3 beautiful boys behind On top of this I have severe emetephobia and am petrified of taking the prep for the colonoscopy. Is there not a tablet version that I can take I'm really struggling worrying about drinking the prep. It may sound silly to some but I've had this phobia since I was 7 and it's really consuming me atm? Any advice very welcomed.