Hi been really nervous to post or to tell people how I really feel but a year ago I found a lump I was referred to breast clinic it they story told me it wasn't cancer and I could get on with my life oddly enough not telling me what the actual lump was but any way fast forward to now a year later I have found a larger breast lump I went to the doctors she said she was referring me for suspected cancer and can not find any notes or any notes or details or proof I even attended the breast clinic last year my appointment is tomorrow and I am worried sick I can't sleep all I keep doing is crying and googling things a messing with the lump to see if it's changed I have two young children 5 and 8 and I'm a single mum I'm so so scared mentally I don't think I could go through having cancer please has any one got any advice or anything that might help me I feel like I'm going mad and I'm in a very dark place because of this. I'm really struggling all my family think I'm being stupid and over reacting I just don't know what to do or think my lump is sore and feels slightly different some days please help x