Hi Lou I am really sorry to hear what you are going through especially with small children. It is normal to feel exactly how you are feeling. I know that comment doesn't help you at this moment in time but please be assured once you have your results whatever they turn out to be you will see things differently.

Everybody  on here has felt the same as you at the  beginning of this journey because they have limited information. It's the lack of information  and the waiting for answers that causes the most distress and anxiety.
I was diagnosed in September 2021 and am part way through my treatment, I am 58. I have to say I was devastated! Once I had had my surgery and had the pathology results back I things became much clearer, just having a treatment plan made me much more positive.

There is so much they can do now for breast cancers of different types, the surgeries and treatments are so much more advanced than ever and a good outcome is more common now than ever.

I know it's hard, try to occupy your mind and fill your time to distract your thinking until you have the results as this is the only thing that got me to where I am now.
I don't know what else to say to you but I hope I have helped and am here if I can offer anything else to you 

love Kiera 

Hi Kiera, 

Thank you for taking the time to reply. I'm sorry to hear you're on this journey.. I hope your treatment is going well? 

That's exactly it. The not knowing, the words that stick in your head.. its torture. I've been reading through these forums and there are so many brave women supporting each other.. there's no feeling quite like this. 

I am 39 in a few months, my children are only 7, 6 and 3.. I am absolutely terrified for them. 

Sending you lots of well wishes. Thank you for your kind words x

Hi again, I know it's hard and different for you, I don't have small children. You are bound to be afraid but honestly things will be clearer in time and yes that time is difficult to wait but you will get there. 
Sending you a humongous virtual hug xxx

Hi again, I know it's hard and different for you, I don't have small children. You are bound to be afraid but honestly things will be clearer in time and yes that time is difficult to wait but you will get there. 
Sending you a humongous virtual hug xxx