Hi all,
I think I'm just hoping for some encouragement and someone to talk to.
I have several of swollen lymph nodes on both sides of my neck. 2 each side, I believe they're reactive so I'm trying not to worry about them. I did see ENT 2 years ago about 2 that were there then and one enlarged tonsil and they didn't seem concerned. My concern is under the right side of my jaw (same as the one enlarged tonsil) I can feel what I believe is my submandibular gland, no lymph nodes off of it. All I can describe is that it feels like the whole gland is swollen. The doctors want to treat my anxiety over it rather than address what's causing me to be anxious.
So I'm very lucky to be able to pay for a private ultrasound on the area as I can't let it go and I feel like my doctors just want to put me on anti depressants and tell me not to worry about it.
My scan is the 19th February and I am terrified they'll find something.
I generally feel well just run down but I think I'm overly stressed about the whole situation. I guess something to add would be I constantly have a low grade fever and pressure around my jaw. But could be due on stress teeth clenching!
I'm finding it difficult to listen to them because last year it took them 6 months to realise I'd been really ill with pneumonia the whole time that kept coming back.
Luckily my chest X-ray is clear now and all looks good.
My bloods are fine I did see the dentist who had a feel and said she couldn't locate the lymph node.
It's infuriating me as I keep trying to explain it's not lymph node I can feel it's the whole thing.
One GP believes I've just become 'asymmetrical' but I've tried to explain I've not been asymmetrical for the last 25 1/2 years of my life so why would I be now...
Anyway fingers crossed that next Saturday I get some positive answers and I can finally lay it to bed. My dad is going to come with me just incase.
This has been going on 5/6 weeks now and I'm just exhausted.
I really am trying to take comfort in the fact the GP's aren't worried but it's proving difficult
