Hello everyone,
I'm waiting for my breast clinic appointment on the 23rd. I'm 41, my birthday is 3 days after my appointment. Don't feel like having a party anymore.
My symptoms are:
Lump in left breast, small, feels like it hides as can't find it each time but it's definitely there, doctor felt it. Hurts to touch and breast feels achey.
Constant tingling/dull ache in arm with the same in my hand, I have also had shooting pains in the outer edges of my hand.
Swelling above collarbone on left side, no lump. Right side is now feeling slightly swollen
Armpit on left side feels slightly swollen. No lump.
My Grandma had Breast cancer in her late 70's and i think my Dad's Mum died of it too.
I'm petrified. I have 4 children and I'm constantly fearing that I'm going to leave them with broken hearts if I die. We're supposed to be renovating our house, going on holiday, making plans. My husband wants to retire, go to Italy and eat pasta and drink wine......with me or his next wife? He'll forget me.
So scared.