Breast Clinic Friday Morning

I found a small lump outside the aeroela about 11 days ago. And my GP has referred me to the breast clinic, and my appointment is on Friday. I'm beyond terrified as I suffer with severe anxiety as a result of a lifetime of trauma. Getting a cancer diagnosis would push my mental health over the edge, as I'm barely functioning from day to day as it is. My GP said she is "low worried" and said it was smooth and moveable. But, I'm inconsolable no matter what anyone tells me. They found a fibroadenoma in that same breast when I was 27, but I couldn't feel a lump at the time I just had some "bloody discharge" from the nipple. Could it be I've got another fibroadenoma? I've convinced myself that this time I've got cancer, and I'll be leaving behind my 11 year old daughter. I'm 35 years old, and my life has been difficult to say the least. For the last 11 days I've had nightmares, and cried every day. I'm also getting shooting pains in both breasts, that comes and goes which could be because I'm on my period,  but I don't know. I also could have sworn that the lump got smaller or less prominent at one point, and then went back to normal. Am I imagining things? I don't  really know the point to this post, I just needed to get it out. I apologise for the self pity, I feel like I want to run away which is pointless obviously. 

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  • Still waiting on the results from biopsy, but I couldn't bear to think about the ultrasound anymore so I decided to get a copy of the ultrasound report emailed to me. I needed to see the findings in black and white. They scored mine a 2/3, which has made me feel a tiny bit better. But I now have chest tightness which could be covid/allergies/breast cancer related/anxiety so I've been told I need to do a PCR test which may mean I can't go into the hospital for my results next week. I've let the clinic know and she said she will get back to me about giving me the results over the phone, she did say nothing had come back yet though. How are you both today? I have my fingers crossed that you both get positive results tomorrow 

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