Hello 

I've recently had an urgent referral for a lump in my left breast and I'm really concerned about it. I actually feel a little silly posting on here - I feel like I'm being a hypochondriac, but I can't speak to my husband (he worries too much) and I haven't told anyone else as I don't want my family and friends to worry. 

I'm 40, and over the last 5 or so years I've had issues with my right breast - pain, lumpiness and a swollen lymph node that was picked up via mammogram 4 years ago (I had a core biopsy and all OK with it). 

I'm used to my right breast feeling 'lumpy', however a few months ago I noticed a small firm lump in my left breast, which is quite far in to my breast and not particularly moveable. I thought it would maybe go away so didn't bother to see the Dr until last week. The lump is now bigger, rough feeling and there seems to be additional tissue swelling beside it, which is an odd shape. My breast is also a little swollen. 

I have a hospital appointment on 19th, but I'm convinced that something is wrong this time. It just feels different to any issues I've had with right breast I wish I could find a way to stop thinking about it. Trying to keep busy, but it's constantly on my mind.