I have had some tests and have received an urgent 2ww referral after a positive fit test, this was after other tests, whilst I know this may not mean I have cancer it is of course a worry. I feel quite alone, I've just started a new job and now may have to take time off for appointments which I feel bad about. But my main concern is I feel I can't talk to the person closest to me, my husband as his mum is in her last stages of terminal cancer and I feel I can't put this extra worry on him at this time and with a possible cancer. I can't really talk to my mum and dad as I don't want to worry them aa my dad is very poorly also and had a heart operation last week. I'm worried for the appointments and not having anyone to take with me or in the case of a colonoscopy someone to even drive me home. I don't really have any close friends to ask and really feel I can't burden my husband with this as he is already understandingly struggling with his mum dying in possibly the next few weeks. Anyone else have any similar situations.