Urgent referral to dermatology for subungual melanoma

Hi everyone,

I noticed what I thought was a bruise on my toe 2 months ago. It's not moved up the nail or changed colour like I might expect from a bruise so I went to the doctor and have been referred on the 2 week pathway. I honestly expected the doctor to say it was fungal or something and I am terrified. 

I have googled and it honestly doesn't look like fungus or a bruise at this point. It's purplish red and not evenly coloured, my toenail is thickening above it (towards the end of my toe) and no longer looks clear. I have never so badly hoped to have a fungal infection but I just feel like im going to get the worst news when I get my appointment through  

I have a young family and I am so scared and anxious. 

I'm not sure what I'm after to be honest, just maybe reassurance or someone with experience of this. 
 

Thank you x

  • Hello blueowl, 

    I just wanted to welcome you to our forum. I hope you won't have to wait too long for your appointment. I can imagine it must be a very stressful time for you while waiting to find out more about this bruise on your toe.

    I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. 

    I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

    Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

    Best wishes, 

    Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator