Hi all, new to posting.

Abit of a back story - had my smear early Nov 21', received results end of Nov with 'borderline changes' and was booked for a colscopy. Everyone told me not to panic and it would be fine which I fully believed as a lot of people can have abnormal smears. Went for my colscopy appointment 23rd December which was confirmed CIN 2 (possibly 3) and they took 2 biopsies. 

Will be 4 weeks tomorrow and I still haven't received my results - I'm not sure if it's a good thing that I haven't had them yet or if I should be worried that I haven't had them yet. I've called both GP and colscopy clinic and both have told me the results aren't back yet. 

I'm going out of my mind and the wait is getting worse and worse with every day that goes by. I've 2 young children and can't help but feel the worst is coming. How do you all cope with the waiting? It's literally killing me. I'm crying all the time thinking the worst.