Hi. I have always suffered with anxiety about dying from being a young age and on and off have had anti depressants and counselling. After Covid booster I noticed a lump under my armpit and generally my left side near breast and under arm feeling fatty/bigger. As it didn't go down I went to my GP yesterday. Whilst saying think nothing to worry about as my breasts feel generally be lumpy and lump under armpit is soft she referred me to breast clinic. I have had some stiffness to my arm and shoulder blade and generally all my left side just doesn't feel the same. I am now absolutely petrified that not only do I have cancer but it's spread and ill be told I only have weeks or months to live. I know I shouldn't be but I can't stop googling and each time it says cancer spread and terminal. I just wanted to say it out loud as I was only referred yesterday and so likely to be waiting a while yet.
