Thanks so much.

One thing I am thankful for, is that our GP and hospital seem to been doing really well with referrals! My cervical appointment was within one week, and so is this! 
I've read on other forums of people waiting weeks just to see their GP! I guess it just depends on the demand in each area. But I feel very blessed that it's all pretty quick, and I hope that that means I can put this all behind me faster! Xx

Hi Linze,

You have been very fortunate to get both appointments so quickly. Some areas have a longer wait than others as a result of Covid. We're still very fortunate, when you look at how cancer is dealt with in some other parts of the world. Thank goodness for the NHS!

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Hi Linze, yes I think so.  Def vacuum and sitting up in a chair positioned in front of the mammogram machine.  It was ok.  They numb you with local first so the worst part was first injection which stung a bit. Small cut which won't need a stitch then it gets quite a large sample out which I saw in a collecting tube.  They x ray it again to check they've got the calcifications.  Put the marker in then mammogram again.  Everything else was fine.  Three days afterwards now it is a bit achy with a small bruise but nothing much.  
 

How are you feeling?  I'm going day to day and am starting to get very anxious about Wednesday. x

Oh ok. Doesn't sound too bad! I've had the fine needle biopsy before, but that was just a cyst, which drained as they were doing it. I think I remember having a local for that too. 
I don't know if it's just in my head! It's quite possible! But I feel like my boob is a bit sore since the magnified mammogram! 
 

Will be thinking of you on Wednesday! Prayers for a good outcome.

I'm ok, having moments of panic of course, but trying to replay the positive comments over in my head and not focus on the "what ifs!" I find going for a run really helps me to feel calm. But I can only do it twice a week after work, as I have the children all the other times! 
 

I just keep praying and trying to concentrate on my breathing when I get panicked!

Look forward to hearing good news from you on Wednesday! :happy:

Xxx

Hi everyone. Much like a lot of you I imagine, I never thought, or at least hoped I'd never be discussing myself on a cancer forum. I found a strange nobbly lump at the base of my left breast about a week ago and immediately panicked, but then decided I'd imagined it the next day. Last Thursday I felt it again and knew there was no imagining it. I'm lucky enough to have private medical through my job, so called them on Friday at 8.30am and was in hospital seeing a consultant by 10.15am. After physical examination, he said there were two lumps and both felt benign, but that I should have a mammogram anyway. I'm 45 and never had one before. I had the mammogram about an hour later and then waited, only to be called back for another image of my left breast. Then I started thinking the worst. After another short while I was taken in for ultrasound and it was then I started crying with fear. I was due on my period and so emotional, fearing that the Dr doing the ultrasound could see everything on screen and wasn't saying a word to me and I convinced myself I must be riddled with cancer. He then started mentioning numbers to the nurse who then started unwrapping things and I knew he was going straight to needle biopsies. I had three in total. It felt like the most traumatic experience. I just couldn't handle that I was in this situation less than 24 hours after deciding I needed to see someone about my lump. 

I sobbed when I went back to see the original consultant. He said that they discovered a cluster of calcification in the upper part of my breast and that it is classed as suspicious. All I could think was I don't want to die. It was awful. Especially as only a few hours earlier he had said he thought the lumps were benign. He told me that I did the right thing checking it out, that we simply did not know until the results were back, but that he had to be factual with me. I'm getting my results on Tuesday. I never thought I'd get through this weekend let alone until Tuesday, but like many people have said, keeping busy has helped enormously. I'm grateful I've just found this chat too. Just wanted to share what I'm going through qith others who understand. Xx

Oh and sorry, I actually wanted to say that out of everything, the needle biopsies were the least traumatic! I was numbed and didn't feel a thing. I just closed my eyes and got on with it. The Dr explained at every stage what was about to happen and the sound of the clicky thing that happened when they extract the sample. So please don't worry about the biopsies. Xx

Hi, I'm sorry to read your post and find you here. I was in the same position, as in I went with a lump to be told they also found a cluster of micro calcifications. It's such a shock. I'm really pleased that you will get your results so quickly. As I said earlier in this thread a lot of calcifications do turn out to be benign, so I'm hoping that is the case for you too.  If they are pre-cancerous or early cancer the good news is that it is so treatable now. I know that might sound scarey - but you will feel better when you know and either way, you will deal with this and there's as much or little support here for you as you want. 
Sending virtual hugs Mickey xx ️

Bless you Vicki!! I went in for a lump that turned out to be nothing, in my right breast. After a bit of persuasion, I had a mammogram. I was adement I only wanted the ultrasound! The calcification is on the left. Well actually there's some in both, which is why the dr said she wasn't too worried. But the bigger one is in the left. 
I'm now having pains on the left one, and armpit, etc. But I have major health anxiety. So could be psychological! 
I hope you come back here with good news on Tuesday! Xxx

Thanks both. The waiting is just awful. I'm such an emotional person at the best of times. I've a 6 year old son who is my world and I've had to hold it together all weekend and as soon as I dropped him at school this morning I burst out crying. Your mind just wanders to thinking I don't want to die. It is just awful. Xxx

Totally understand, it's a rollercoaster for sure. Fingers crossed for you that it's benign - but just have to say that you are not facing death. The mind wonders to dark places, but even the dark is followed by light. Sending hugs Mickey xx ️