Hi All!

I hope everyone managed to get at least a little bit of respite from the fear and anxiety this weekend.

Vicki - how was the beach hut? Hope that fresh air did the trick for you.

Take care of yourselves xx

I took the kids to the cinema on Saturday, and then had my sons 4th birthday party on Sunday. So I've managed to keep quite well distracted!! 
 

The breast clinic just called, and they've moved my results appointment to 9:40 on Thursday, instead of 11:40. So at least I don't have to worry all morning. It will be school run, then appointment!! Praying for benign results!! Xxx

Glad you kept busy. Praying for benign results for you also

I've been rebooked at 10.30am tomorrow for my ct scan. Xx

Thank you Vicki,

Oh good! I'm glad you don't have to wait long! Have you had your MRI results yet? Xxx

No. I wouldn't get those directly I don't suppose. I've an appointment to see my consultant on Saturday at 10am with the hope that he has both MRI and CT scan results by then. Valium will be needed for sure. Xx

Oh ok. Bless you, I hope they're both clear and you can start to feel positive about your treatment plan. Xxx

All the best for your CT tomorrow. Sending positive vibes x

Thank you lovely people. Glad the biopsy wasn't so bad. Onwards and upwards! Xx

Thank you!

Can't sleep!! Never been a great sleeper but this is another level! Mind is whirring. Any tips for weighing down my eyelids??!

xx

Oh bless you!! I have some twining tea bags, called Sleep! They've been really helping me! Or watch a funny  film, read.

I hope you nodded off eventually! Xxx

Hello

So sorry you couldn't sleep. A whirring mind is awful. I've had a prescription of sleeping tablets from my GP for if I cannot sleep. I also had some valium from a while back and if I have a bad headache, I take cocodomol which has codeine and all of those things help to chill me if I need them. What I have found to be the MOST helpful though, is meditating twice or three times a day. That and taking an epsom salts bath daily as that is a great stress reliever also. Sorry I was not awake in order to message you back and help you. Deep breaths are key and reminding yourself that thoughts are only thoughts and aren't necessarily true. How are you now? 

I had my pet ct scan today. It was absolutely fine. xxx

Hello

So sorry you couldn't sleep. A whirring mind is awful. I've had a prescription of sleeping tablets from my GP for if I cannot sleep. I also had some valium from a while back and if I have a bad headache, I take cocodomol which has codeine and all of those things help to chill me if I need them. What I have found to be the MOST helpful though, is meditating twice or three times a day. That and taking an epsom salts bath daily as that is a great stress reliever also. Sorry I was not awake in order to message you back and help you. Deep breaths are key and reminding yourself that thoughts are only thoughts and aren't necessarily true. How are you now? 

I had my pet ct scan today. It was absolutely fine. xxx

Glad your scan was ok, Vicki! Xxx

Thank you Vicki and Linze. 

I have had sleeping tablets before but will definitely try some more holistic approaches. I actually fell asleep very shortly after typing that post haha. 

So glad that your CT went well Vicki xx

Yep always best to stick with holistic rather than reach for the sleeping tablets, but just knowing I've got them in my weaponry should I need them always helps

Yep cannot believe how calm I was having my scan. Nurse was utterly wonderful and got my cannula in in record time. I listened to a meditation whilst waiting for the injection to circulate my body and felt 100% relaxed whilst the scan happened. They even gave me a CD of the scan itself, which is nuts. I won't be watching that anytime soon...! Xx

Hell yes - a bit of zopicline in the bedside table is always a winner!

Sounds like you did amazingly today :-)

Not so sure about the souvenir tho haha x

Hi ladies. 

Hope everyone is keeping well and staying positive!

Had a phone call this morning saying that my biopsy results won't be in by my appointment on Monday so they've postponed my appointment until next Friday. An extra four days of the dreaded waiting! Bleurgghhh!!

Hey ho!!!

Sending you all positive vibes xx

Oh no! What a pain! I'm just heading in now for my results. I feel sick. 

I can only imagine - good luck, am keeping everything crossed, sending positive thoughts, and will be thinking of you x

Thank you :)

It's benign! I'm so relieved. I've been advised to have yearly mammograms because of my mother's breast cancer, but other than that I've been discharged. 
 

I'm thinking of all you ladies who are embarking on treatment, and those still awaiting results. You've all got this!!

If you're all ok with it, I'd like to stay in touch with you all on this thread throughout your journeys. I will be keeping you all in my prayers. 
 

XxxxX
 

That is such amazing news - I really am so happy for you, What a relief!!

Xx