Hello again. I'm so sorry to post this , but I cannot in reality speak to anyone , I have however managed to contact a macmillan nurse who was very kind. I have without a doubt health anxiety issues that have never been diagnosed . I am severely anxious about having ovarian cancer. I am 62 , never had children and overweight , my mother died from breast cancer , I have no idea if I am brac1 or 2. I would like to know if anyone thinks that I could have ovarian cancer for 6 and a half years ?  I got a ca 125 test for a "pulsing ovary " that's the only way I could describe it at June 2015 this came back normal , I had the normal internal exams , no ultrasound was done but the dr couldn't feel anything abnormal  a few weeks later I felt  a pulling sensation in my pelvis the same side as the pulsating had been , at a family gathering but on waking up the next day the feeling had gone. Since then , every twinge , ache , pain etc in my pelvis , and if it occurs on the right side I've been scared it's cancer growing , but been so terrified I have never been back for testing or seen a doctor. Could I have ovarian cancer or would it have shown up before now . I have no abnormal bleeding , no early satiety, no problems going to the loo and no shortness of breath or bloating . I have however now found a lump inside my anus which I have self diagnosed as the ovaria cancer spreading to my backside . I am out of my mind with terror. Please help